I'M Back....LOL!!

Wow..lets see...my last update... is on JANUARY!! LMAO..
maybe i m too lazy to update and once i think before just abandon this blog..haha
but yesterday, i just found out that miss woo lek kee had a new BLOG weh!!

So,here I am once again..to update you guys about...Let me think first...xD
Basically, i'm now so free to update because i'm having my sem break now!! The longest sem break i ever had!! IS last for 3 weeks!! woohoo... THis sem break is my last break for foundation year and is a break before entering DEGREE!!!

WTH!! DEGREE??!! T_T i'm still so stun..You know why?? my foundation had officially ended on 11th June 2010. Foundation is the most relaxing study year for me..haha..
Because what i heard from my senior, Degree is no more like foundation..No more hehehaha weh!! Sigh.. Once i entering degree, i will feel myself so old!! i will be a senior weh!!

Time really flies..i already spent one year in Uniten!! (Huh?!! 1 year had passed?)
how come i never feel it?? Maybe is different from what i had gone through in my school life..Last time always the new year begin in January and ends in December..
But in uni life, my new year begin in July and ends in June?? Is such a Big Difference!! That's why i cant feel it that is already pass A YEAR!! sigh -_-

OKay, no matter how, I still need to encounter IT!! Gah... Okie..Let me tell you how was my foundation year...I did Enjoy....but still..is so big difference with secondary school life..i wish i have a Time Traveller..I want to go back during secondary LIfe!! Sigh..First of all, the environment...As u know, KL is a BIG City, so it is very hectic!! The people, the food, the transportation, the culture...
Ohhww...i'm already fed up with it...Bla bla bla...

Food!! although there are so much variety, but still everyday need think what to eat ..but of cause, the price also got alot of variety too!!! thats why make me feel that i am being forbid to spent too much on food!! i try so hard to conserve my money as much as i can!! huhu..what to do.. live in BIG City ma..but, fornunately. i am under YTN. The allowance for me is quite satisfied, but i want MOre XD!! Grin~

That's not the main point..hehe..What i m trying to say is i'm tired with the relationship I had in my uni life..i mean FRIEND relationship!! Don't misunderstood!! haha...I dunno why.. This is the first time i had so much problem with friend. All the way long,i have no problem with my friends since primary or in Secondary..maybe got a little bit..But not that serious..cause the next day i know we will be reconcile and be friend once again!!

But, here, i tell you!! is not that easy to reconcile!! IS not only me who suffer, my other friend also suffering too!! We are so suffocated and tired to have a friend like her..sigh..God teach me To LOVe one another..and i tried to LOVE her as much as i can.. LOVE is GOd!! Thats why love is so wonderful and powerful!! IF someone is lack of love, just like he/she is lack of GOd!!

Frankly, until today, i'm still donno what is happening between both of us..although,
from outside, u see both of us is so normal, we still talk like friend.. but everything had change..Is not like last time.. we use to be a very best friend, but now, just a normal friend..Normal friend is just talk crap with u and no any deep talk with you... How come our relationship become so 'shallow'?? so SAD...

But anyway, we are still friend, but not that close friend anymore...one of my friend are so tired with her..When something had happen, we will have a so call "discussion", but i just joined for once..because i only had witnessed that scene..haha..other time, i am not around when something had happen!! LOL
I really pity one of my friend, she is really suffocating...evytime something had happen, she is just like the "Victim" of the day..she expressed it all..and i just sitting there quietly listening to her!! haha..and she always ask me "Why u seem so relax?!" haha..Because i am not involving when something had happen..Actually, my case already passed..Thats why we are just a normal friend today!! LOL...My other two friends are suffering!! sorry guys..

When something had happen, we all really in bad mood..EMO!!! No one will be happy unless she is happy!! you know like if she fall into a deep hole, we will be following her into the deep hole cause she pulling us down too!! haha..this is what my friend describe!! If the case is not over, we will be suffer for whole day long!! This is so horrible and ridiculous weh!! Sigh... Thats why now, i always stay far away from her as i can...If nothing much, is betta dont kacau her!! LOL...i noe i am bad..but i just wanted to avoid something happen again!!

In uni life, i had learn one thing!! Be "seng mok"!! Alert!!! Alert!! DOnt so blur ok!! i know..i look at myself, i also feel i am easy to deceit and i looks innocent too!..but i'm learning ok!! i know i need to be alert always!! Dont wait other people command only start to do.. but i also donno why..my face always looks blur!! when answering ppl, after 5 sec only want to answer back?! actually i am REALLY conscious!! maybe my receptor receive the message too slow!! LOL!! haha..i also found out that i had a friend have the same condition like me!! hahaa..she is Iylia!! A vy nice and blur Girl!! like to take SKy picture!! A future photograher!! hehe...

I think that's all for today...i feel so relieve after expressing at here!! All i can do Is PRAY..only Prayer can make changes!! just pray and hope she will be one of my best friend in my uni life!! oh yea..i need a bunch of best friend in uni!! just like i had a Gang call 公主帮！！ my lovely best friend!! ying chuan, wan chuin, li qii, tyzz mey Ting shan Shereen!! Love U all!! Muacks Muakcs =)